| Self-efficacy | Interviewer: Can you think about times when it is difficult for you or other people your age to take their medicines? |
… when they go for a school trip because most of the bags, they stay at one side. So, when you go and take your pills … your friends … always ask “where are you going?” And it's difficult to tell them (17 year old female, on treatment for 8 years.) |
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Well, sometimes it's hard when you are with friends chilling. (17 year old male, on treatment for 7 years) |
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Every Saturday we go to the lands [where we grow crops] and we come in the evening. So, sometimes we come late for the [medication] time. (18 year old male, on treatment for 13 years) |
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… when schools close … someone will want to take you for a week and maybe that person doesn't know that you are taking medication and you end up not telling him or her because you think he or she might end up hating you because of the virus …. (16 year old female, on treatment for 10 years)
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| Future | Marriage |
A person who is HIV negative will just marry properly, but the one who is HIV positive would be scared, like how am I going to tell her one day. (15 year old male, on treatment for 6 years) |
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If I'm going to get married…I have to let my husband know that I am HIV positive and that is going to be a hard thing for me to do. (15 year old female, on treatment for 3 years) |
| Children |
I am just going to adopt because I am afraid of having sex with a girl because that will give me more diseases. (16 year old male, on treatment for 7 years) |
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I fear that I may have children and not be able to take good care of them… (because of my HIV status). (14 year old female, on treatment for 2 years) |
| Employment and Supporting Families |
I think of the time I will work, buying food, paying electricity and water bills. (14 year old female, on treatment for 13 years) |
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Because for a person like me who is HIV positive and a friend of mine who is HIV negative, when I say I want to be a doctor she also has the same plan. (14 year old female, on treatment for 3 years) |
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In the future I will build (my family) a big house just to thank them for having brought me up. (14 year old female, on treatment for 2 years) |
| Adult Health |
Those infected will be thinking I may get sick and don't have the future that I want. Those who are negative will think of the future without worrying that they are sick. (14 year old female, on treatment for 2 years) |
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Since there is no cure, … I think that I'm not going to reach or manage so many years …. (17 year old male, on treatment for 7 years) |
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They think of their future a lot more than the present…the HIV positive. They think about …if they will be well and if they will be here someday. (014, 14 year old female, on treatment for 6 years) |
| Psychological Reactance |
I feel like she treats me like a, a little child, you know? Even though I am big enough to remember. …[If my mom reminds me when I'm not in a good mood], I tend to leave (the medicines) (17 year old male, on treatment for 7 years) |
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It depends in the mood I am in. If I am in the bad mood, it will be like I am really forced to do something I don't want to do. If you are doing something for the sake of being healthy and somebody talks about it too much it makes me sick. (16 year old female, on treatment for 10 years) |
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When my mom asked me to drink the pills I feel angry and then I opened the bottle and then take the pills then close and then don't (consume them). I pretend. …When it's my time to drink the pills, I drink when you are not asking me to drink. (17 year old female, on treatment for 8 years) |
| Parental Figures | Interviewer: When you talk about your parents, who exactly do you mean?
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I mean mum, uncles, cousins, brothers and my aunts. (14 year old female, on treatment for 2 years) |
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My grandmother, I can call her mum and grandfather, I can call him dad. (16 year old male, on treatment for 7 years) |
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Mum is the only one because she raised me (15 year old male, on treatment for 8 years) |
| Perceived Social Support | Parents |
(Support from parents) is very, very, very important because if they abandon you then just think that it's your family who is supposed to be helping you…. That's the reason why some people commit suicide, because they lack support from parents. (16 year old female, on treatment for 10 years) |
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They are the most important supervisors you stay with. They are also very close to you. You can express your feeling to them…very, very important. (18 year old male, on treatment for 10 years) |
| Friends |
I think (support from a friend is) important but not that important because…even though it's a close friend you don't have to…disclose your status. Some people find it difficult to tell a friend because they don't know whether the friend will last or what. (17 year old female, on treatment for 8 years) |
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… you might be close but they change every time. They are not so close like your parents, your family, so it can come out to be your enemy sometimes and expose you. (18 year old male, on treatment for 10 years) |
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It's important for your closest friends to help you so that you don't feel abandoned, yah! But it is not that very, very important. Like if you have the family support, yeah, I think you have all the support you need. (16 year old female, on treatment for 10 years) |
| Teachers |
For teachers, I don't think it's important because they are…not close to us. It's just that we spend a year with them… I don't think it's important. (17 year old male, on treatment for 7 years) |
| Community leaders |
Children nowadays are into celebrities, not community leaders. (18 year old male, on treatment for 8 years) |