| Literature DB >> 34309412 |
Logan E Gin1, Nicholas J Wiesenthal2, Isabella Ferreira, Katelyn M Cooper1.
Abstract
Graduate students are more than six times as likely to experience depression compared with the general population. However, few studies have examined how graduate school specifically affects depression. In this qualitative interview study of 50 life sciences PhD students from 28 institutions, we examined how research and teaching affect depression in PhD students and how depression in turn affects students' experiences teaching and researching. Using inductive coding, we identified factors that either positively or negatively affected student depression. Graduate students more commonly mentioned factors related to research that negatively affected their depression and factors related to teaching that positively affected their depression. We identified four overarching aspects of graduate school that influenced student depression: the amount of structure in teaching and research, positive and negative reinforcement, success and failure, and social support and isolation. Graduate students reported that depression had an exclusively negative effect on their research, primarily hindering their motivation and self-confidence, but that it helped them to be more compassionate teachers. This work pinpoints specific aspects of graduate school that PhD programs can target to improve mental health among life sciences graduate students.Entities:
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Year: 2021 PMID: 34309412 PMCID: PMC8715816 DOI: 10.1187/cbe.21-03-0077
Source DB: PubMed Journal: CBE Life Sci Educ ISSN: 1931-7913 Impact factor: 3.325
Participant demographics
| Student-level demographics | Interview participants ( | Research/teaching demographics | Interview participants ( | Depression demographics | Interview participants ( |
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| Woman | 29 (58) | First year | 4 (8) | Mild | 7 (14) |
| Man | 17 (34) | Second year | 13 (26) | Moderate | 25 (50) |
| Nonbinary/gender fluid | 4 (8) | Third year | 12 (24) | Severe | 14 (28) |
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| Fourth year | 5 (10) | Extremely severe | 4 (8) | |
| Asian/Pacific Islander | 4 (8) | Fifth year | 7 (14) |
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| Black/African American | 1 (2) | Sixth year or more | 6 (12) | Yes | 40 (80) |
| Hispanic/Latinx | 4 (8) | Recently graduated | 3 (6) | No | 8 (16) |
| White/Caucasian | 37 (74) |
| Decline to state | 2 (4) | |
| One or more race/ethnicity | 3 (6) | Animal science | 7 (14) |
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| Decline to state | 1 (2) | Biochemistry | 3 (6) | Yes | 37 (74) |
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| Biological anthropology | 1 (2) | No | 11 (22) | |
| First generation | 11 (22) | Biology education | 1 (2) | Decline to state | 2 (4) |
| Non–first generation | 39 (78) | Ecology/evolutionary biology | 13 (26) |
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| Environmental and conservation biology | 2 (4) | Medication | 3 (6) | |
| Yes | 6 (12) | History and philosophy of science | 1 (2) | Therapy/counseling | 12 (24) |
| No | 44 (88) | Immunology | 4 (8) | Both medication and therapy/counseling | 21 (42) |
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| Microbiology | 1 (2) | Decline to state | 14 (28) | |
| Mean (SD) | 28 (3.4) | Molecular biology and genetics | 7 (14) | ||
| Range | 23–40 | Neurobiology | 5 (10) | ||
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| Physiology | 2 (4) | |||
| Academia | 16 (32) | Plant science | 3 (6) | ||
| General research assistant | 8 (16) |
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| Industry | 12 (24) | Yes | 43 (86) | ||
| Science policy | 4 (8) | No | 7 (14) | ||
| Undecided | 10 (20) |
Research-related factors that PhD students reported negatively affected their depression
| Factor | Description | % ( | Example quote | Example quote |
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| Failures, obstacles, or setbacks during research | Experiencing failure, obstacles, or setbacks in graduate school can negatively affect student depression. This commonly includes experiencing failed experiments or failed research projects, rejections of grant proposals, or rejections of papers. | 48 (24) | Student 20: “Everything just fails and you have zero positive results and nothing you can publish. That was one of the worst things for me. The stress of knowing that you are not succeeding is really bad [for depression].” | Student 5: “I could do everything perfectly and for one reason or another the whole project could just fail. So, I think the breakdown of that link between my actions and the outcome, that was hard.” |
| Unstructured research experiences | Research experiences that are unstructured, that is, they do not have a clear set of directions or deadlines to guide the work, can negatively affect student depression. | 38 (19) | Student 34: “My depression has not enjoyed or been spared by the fact that research is self-directed. Finding the equipment, finding the questions, finding the method rests on me.” | Student 12: “For me, I think the periods of time post-classes were a lot harder in terms of mental health, where there aren’t as many external deadlines. You’re mostly driven by your own goals and ambitions every day. (…) But when [goals and ambitions] are dropped, it’s really easy for depression to kick in.” |
| Negative reinforcement | Negative reinforcement from others in research such as harsh criticism, feedback, comments, or reviews about one’s research or performance can negatively affect student depression. | 34 (17) | Student 26: “[Your mentor] will tell you how poorly you’re doing to inspire you to work harder, and that’s not something that works with me, because I already see everything that I’m doing wrong, and all the problems in a project, so I don’t need a mentor that points out those problems to me again, because I’m like, ‘Yeah, I [expletive] know all the problems! I should just quit, right?’” | Student 7: “You say something stupid and your PI (principal investigator) suddenly says how stupid that is. And then all that just [makes me think] ‘I’m an idiot, I can’t do it.’” |
| Unreasonable or overwhelming expectations | Mentors or others in research who place too high of expectations on students, particularly related to the progress that they are making in research, can negatively affect student depression. | 34 (17) | Student 4: “My [previous] advisor had really high expectations and was really pushy. It really exacerbated my depression a lot, because I felt like I could never live up to the expectations.” | Student 29: “I think when I’m working hard and where my hours are going doesn’t necessarily make sense to my advisor [it affects my depression]. I’m like, ‘No, I’m working, I’m working, I’m working.’ And then they’re like, ‘Well, but maybe work harder.’ That feels pretty bad.” |
| Opportunity to compare self to others | When students compare their success in research to others’ success, it can negatively affect their depression. | 28 (14) | Student 24: “I think that I’m a huge person that compares themselves to others. When I hear others speak about their research or their progress, though it may not be light years away from mine, it feels that way. I get sad. I feel like I’m not where I’m supposed to be or that I don’t deserve to be where I’m at compared to others.” | Student 44: “Sometimes I see my other cohort students succeeding and not even in a jealous way necessarily, but I do measure myself against them. If I haven’t gotten my first author publication yet or whatever, that means I’m behind the curve. I think part of [my depression] is just comparing myself to others.” |
| Lack of technical support or guidance | Not receiving adequate support or guidance in research can negatively affect student depression. | 22 (11) | Student 18: “I’ve experienced my PI being very absent. And so, not having that touchstone of advice like, ‘Stop now, maybe stop while you’re ahead, or maybe you can change this,’ and then wasting all that time or feeling like I’ve wasted all that time can make it harder [on my depression].” | Student 49: “You get thrown in the deep end on projects, and the lab has been so busy that there’s been no support. So, if you fall a little flat, then it’s just all on you where they’re like, ‘Oh man, I wish I could help you out with that or give you this support,’ and I feel like I’ve been set up to fail a lot.” |
| Social isolation | Feeling isolated when doing research, either because others in the lab or others outside graduate school cannot relate to specific stressors and experiences, can negatively affect student depression. | 18 (9) | Student 8: “[Doing research] is very isolating because obviously not many people go for PhDs. I can’t talk to [my friends] about research struggles because they’re like, ‘OK, how do I fix that? You did that to yourself.’ And I’m like, ‘I mean, you’re right, but…’ Nobody understands you.” | Student 20: “I think that’s one thing [that affects my depression], when it comes to research, it’s quite a lonely experience sometimes when you’re working on your own project and everybody else has their own project. They have their own worries to think about and all you are stressing about is your own thing.” |
Research-related factors that PhD students reported positively affected their depression
| Factor | Description | % ( | Example quote | Example quote |
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| Completing small or concrete research tasks | Completing small or concrete research tasks helps students feel like they have accomplished something or distracts their mind from negative thoughts, which can positively affect student depression. | 26 (13) | Student 24: “When I’m doing wet lab work I’m in the zone, [it is good for my depression]. When I’m in that mode, it doesn’t allow me to be depressed, because I’m too busy to really overthink things.” | Student 35: “I have a very simple goal, which is to collect my data and that’s all I think about for the entire day. I’m hiking, I’m listening to audio books, whatever. And so, there’s literally just no time for me to get caught up in my own mind.” |
| Working with others | Interacting with others can positively affect student depression. | 22 (11) | Student 43: “Working collaboratively with other students and working consistently with faculty helps a lot [with my depression].” | Student 20: “Friends, obviously, colleagues, people who share the same sentiment [help my depression]. It’s amazing to have people right next to you say, ‘Don’t worry about it, this happens to everyone. Try this, try that.’” |
| Passionate about research topic | Feeling passionate about their research topic or caring about the potential impact of research can positively affect student depression. | 18 (9) | Student 10: “I love vaccines, I love immunology, I love recombinant genetic engineering. That in itself actually does help [my depression] a lot because I get to learn more every day. (…) That absolutely helps [my depression] because it drives me.” | Student 25: “I study plants and I really love plants and being around them. And so that’s been the best part is getting to work with plants in the greenhouse, and that feels helpful [for my depression].” |
| Flexibility | Flexibility in research allows students to feel as though they have control over their time and they can prioritize their mental health (e.g., by going to therapy or taking a mental health day) when necessary, which can positively affect student depression. | 18 (9) | Student 12: “I can schedule therapy whenever. I’m not confined to a specific nine-to-five workday. (…) If I wake up one day and I’m really struggling, I can shift my weekends. I can be like, ‘All right. Today I need to take care of me,’ and then maybe I’ll work an extra day of the weekend if I need to catch up or something. So that flexibility can be really supportive.” | Student 47: “Some jobs, you have to be there, whereas with grad school if I’m having a really bad day and I really feel like I can’t handle being in the lab, it’s a little easier for me to not have to be there or for me to rearrange my schedule so I’m doing [tasks] that are a little bit less stressful for me.” |
| Research progress | Making significant progress in research can positively affect student depression. | 16 (8) | Student 46: “I will say [something that helps my depression] is when you are working really hard on the experiment, on the goal, and then finally you get something, when you get good data. This makes all of my effort worth it.” | Student 1: “Making progress helps me feel less [depressed], when I am getting a lot of data. I never feel stressed about my productivity at those points in time.” |
| Emotionally supportive PI | A positive mentor relationship, which often involves psychosocial support, can positively affect student depression. | 12 (6) | Student 23: “Things that help [my depression] are having a supportive PI who you’re able to talk to about your mental illness, and who’s understanding.” | Student 38: “If I didn’t have the advisors that I have now, I don’t know that I would be able to proceed through getting a PhD, because I have been able to be very open with them about my mental health struggles and the reality of how mental illness affects me and affects my life and my productivity. And they haven’t really rigorously pushed me beyond my stated limitations.” |
Teaching-related factors that PhD students reported negatively affected their depression
| Factor | Description | % ( | Example quote | Example quote |
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| Increases number of responsibilities/time away from research | Teaching adds to the total number of responsibilities that graduate students have and can interfere with the time that they feel they need to spend on research, which increases stress and can negatively affect student depression. | 47 (20) | Student 10: “As a PhD student, you’re expected to publish, do all this research, and then also teach. A little while ago, I was both designing a class and teaching two sections at the same time, and I was spending so much time on that class. It was close to 40 hours per week plus research. I definitely was feeling overwhelmed, and I do think that can affect [my depression], because it leads to burnout.” | Student 12: “Teaching often regularly leaves you with less time to focus on research. So, it is time away from research. And if I’m already feeling like I’m not doing enough, having the extra load of teaching can just amp that feeling up.” |
| Negative reinforcement from undergraduates | Negative reinforcement from undergraduates, in the form of being rude, disrespectful, or disengaged, or receiving negative scores and comments on teaching evaluations, can negatively affect student depression. | 28 (12) | Student 29: “It [is hard for my depression] and really bums me out when [the undergraduates] don’t try. I put a lot into [teaching]. (…) The ones that are just like, ‘I don’t want to do this,’ and roll their eyes, it’s just hard. It’s like, I put so much into making [the content] clear and I’m trying. So, when the students are not really trying, it does not feel great.” | Student 19: I’ve had students straight up tell me, ‘This is the least important class that I have to take this semester. I’m not going to put in much effort.’ And it makes me feel kind of crummy, kind of bad. When at the end of the semester, I get the teaching evaluations saying, ‘I just took this class because I need it or I had to. I didn’t think it added anything to my education.’ I feel very low.” |
| Personal pressure to teach well | Feeling an obligation to teach undergraduates well or ensure that they understand the course content can induce stress and negatively affect depression. | 26 (11) | Student 16: “[My depression related to teaching] all comes back to the stress of having to do a good job for my students. I didn’t want to fail them. So that was difficult and I took [being a teacher] very seriously.” | Student 40: “I think feeling like there were these undergrads depending on me [negatively affected by depression]. (…) If I haven’t sufficiently prepared to lead a discussion section or whatever, there are undergrads whose education will suffer. That added pressure was hard [on my depression] and just being afraid of letting them down.” |
| Lack of teaching training or guidance | Not having training or guidance about how to teach made students feel insecure about their teaching abilities, which can negatively affect their depression. | 16 (7) | Student 25: “[My depression worsened] because I was concerned about the lack of supervision and the lack of support for how to teach. (…) I just felt like I was doing a terrible job, which was really discouraging.” | Student 26: “I didn’t feel like I had enough guidance as to what I should be teaching [the undergraduates in my class] and how to control a classroom, so not having the respect of the students and not knowing how to get it was really stressful.” |
aForty-three out of the 50 students who participated in the study had experience teaching undergraduates either as a TA or as an instructor of record. We only considered the responses from the TAs with teaching experiences when calculating the percent of students who reported each factor.
Teaching-related factors that PhD students reported positively affected their depression
| Factor | Description | % ( | Example quote | Example quote |
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| Positive reinforcement from undergraduates | Positive reinforcement from undergraduates, in the form of positive verbal comments, positive comments on formal evaluations, or watching undergraduates grasp a concept or get excited about content, can positively affect student depression. | 58 (25) | Student 15: “What really helped me during those depressive times were that my students would say like, ‘Sulfates in my shampoo, they’re not good for the water. I learned that from you.’” | Student 5: “Interacting with my undergraduates and feeling like I made a difference for them [helps my depression]. Even if it was just something as simple as them saying like, ‘Oh, wow [Student 5], I feel like I actually really get this now,’ or ‘I did better on this exam after we went over material together.’” |
| Teaching as a structured task | The structured nature of teaching, including having concrete tasks to accomplish and specific places to be at specific times, can positively affect student depression. | 33 (14) | Student 27: “Sometimes having concrete tasks does [help my depression]. With research, you never have deadlines or things that get accomplished or finished. Where at least with teaching, you can sit down and you can grade for three hours. You can do things.” | Student 8: “I have to have the test made by the time class starts on an exam day. I have to make sure that I’m there on time and that I don’t go over time, things like that. So just having that kind of strict schedule, I think helped [my depression].” |
| Passion for teaching | Being passionate about teaching and enjoying teaching can positively affect student depression. | 30 (13) | Student 48: “I’ve always enjoyed teaching. One main reason I did a PhD was to teach at the postsecondary level. So, for me, honestly, the experience of interacting with students is energizing, and does rejuvenate me a lot.” | Student 15: “[Teaching] gave me motivation and kind of like a reason to keep going. I love science, but I love the access to science that I can give to other people.” |
| Distraction from research | Teaching can serve as a distraction from stressors related to research, which can positively affect student depression. | 23 (10) | Student 42: “Research is tedious and difficult and honestly I have to admit I never really had fun with it. But teaching is kind of a way away from that. It’s something that you can still do and you can still contribute like you’ve got a good job and you’re doing things. (…) It helped take my mind off of the hardships of what was going on during research.” | Student 4: “[Teaching] is a good respite from my research sometimes. It’s a different side to being in school.” |
| Confidence about teaching | Having confidence about teaching, specifically about being a good teacher or having mastery of the content, can positively affect student depression. | 14 (6) | Student 42: “[Teaching] is helpful for my depression because, like I am sorry if this is cocky sounding, but I’m really good at teaching and when I go in to teach, it’s like, ‘I know that this is right.’” | Student 50: “It’s good to feel like an expert in front of this group of undergrads. When you come from maybe a lab, or field experience where you feel like you don’t know what you’re doing, it can be very positively reinforcing working with undergrads.” |
| Positive relationships with others teaching | Having positive relationships with others involved in teaching, particularly other TAs or a lead instructor, can positively affect student depression. | 12 (5) | Student 16: “[Teaching] was really helpful for my depression, because I made friends with the other TAs, especially during my first year as a TA, and we were all new.” | Student 28: “I had a co-TA giving a lecture with me and he was a very nice person. So, we became friends. Yeah. It helped [my depression] a little bit.” |
aForty-three out of the 50 students who participated in the study had experience teaching undergraduates either as a TA or as an instructor of record. We only considered the responses from the TAs with teaching experiences when calculating the percent of students who reported each factor.
Self-reported ways that depression affected PhD students’ research or the student as a researcher
| Theme | Description | % ( | Example quote | Example quote |
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| Lack of motivation and productivity | Depression can make students feel less motivated to do research, which can result in a lack of productivity. This lack of productivity can range from not being able to analyze a data set to not being able to write and submit a paper. | 64 (32) | Student 3: “When I’m really depressed and I’m trying to do something that’s pretty positive and challenging, like write a manuscript, it tends to be really difficult. I can go from, when I’m not depressed, banging out some really good work, and then when I become depressed, that definitely tanks.” | Student 35: “[Depression] keeps me from doing the things that I want to do, like every single day and be consistent. Like reading a paper every day or writing for an hour every day and it’s just like, I am so exhausted that I feel like I can’t do that. It increases procrastination.” |
| Low self-esteem or overly self-critical | Depression can cause students to doubt their abilities as a scientist, be self-critical, internalize failure, take unnecessary responsibility for something that did not work, and be hyperaware of any issues they may be having. | 58 (29) | Student 10: “Sometimes I feel I’m an imposter. Internally I know that I have intelligence, but then it’s like I don’t know if I can do it. Everything is harder, and then my research will suffer.” | Student 19: “[My depression] brings on this imposter syndrome. Like, ‘What am I doing in this program?’ So, I’m constantly struggling and battling those thoughts. Never feeling that you fit in, struggling with, ‘Are you good enough? Is what you’re doing good enough? Should I stay in this program?’” |
| Difficulty focusing and concentrating | Depression can cause students to be distracted or unfocused or to struggle to pay attention to detail, which can result in feelings of frustration and exhaustion. | 28 (14) | Student 9: “Because I was going through kind of a mental instability, I was unable to actually focus on what I was actively doing in lab. I was kind of like a zombie going in to work and getting out every day.” | Student 40: “The trouble concentrating just makes everything harder when you just can’t seem to sit down and focus and get things done. I would say it’s made grad school harder, more frustrating, and less enjoyable because I just constantly feel like I’m behind and not doing enough.” |
Self-reported ways that depression affected PhD students’ teaching or the graduate student as an instructor
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| Disconnected or disengaged from undergraduates | Depression can cause graduate students to feel disengaged when teaching or to have trouble connecting with undergraduates. | 16 (7) | Student 18: “[When I have depression], I can feel disconnected from the [undergraduates]. I’ll go to my day of teaching, I lead these discussion sections and I’m going through the motions. I don’t really put my full heart into it in terms of going out of my way to connect with the [undergraduates] or being more enthusiastic.” | Student 49: “But there were many days that my depression, through various avenues, caused me to be absentminded [while teaching]. (…) Just less attentive and [less] engaged.” |
| Felt down or lacked energy when teaching | Depression can cause graduate students to be less energetic or to have a low mood when teaching. | 14 (6) | Student 4: “There’s been times where I’ve just been unable to prep for classes, or have prepped very little, just because I’m just struggling with myself and trying to get through things. It upsets me, because I feel like I’m letting the undergrads down.” | Student 13: “I’m sure [my students] have been able to tell when I’ve shown up to classrooms just depressed. And that’s not what they’re paying for, and they’re paying a lot.” |
| Positive effect of depression on graduate student teaching | ||||
| Understanding of student issues | Depression can positively impact graduate students as instructors because they are more understanding or sympathetic to student struggles, including mental health issues. | 23 (10) | Student 16: “[My depression] maybe makes me a little more empathetic with the undergraduates that I teach. And I know that since depression is a big deal for me, it may be as big deal for them. I’m able to empathize better and help people seek out the right resources if necessary, and also give them a leniency that they need if they can’t accomplish something in the time it’s due because of their illness.” | Student 48: “I think it makes me more empathetic to the plights of undergraduate students, because I know that they also experience a lot of these [mental health] problems, and so I think it makes me more sympathetic to their problems.” |
aForty-three out of the 50 students who participated in the study had experience teaching undergraduates either as a TA or as an instructor of record. We only considered the responses from the TAs with teaching experiences when calculating the percent of students who reported each theme.