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Theme 1: Worsening mental health symptoms during COVID-19
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| Increased feelings of boredom, loneliness, and depression | • I have been super depressed lately and just miserable all the way around… The isolation, isolating isn’t a good thing for me and having to isolate myself from everyone has been rough... I don’t do good normally and so… having to be alone a lot is generally hard for me. |
| Increased worry and stress | • I was following a lot of the media. Every time I would find a post on Facebook I would click on it and the article on the news and so I think that that was a big pusher for me and you know, the media is a big influence on a lot of people – and I was one of them and I kind of had to take a step back because I felt my mental health really deteriorating and so – I just had to kind of stop clicking on the articles and watching the news. |
| Increased suicidal ideation | • Now I pretty much just do as much [methamphetamine] as I can all at once… I am trying to find a loophole in order to go to heaven… I don’t want to live through all this crap and the way people treat each other. It's only getting worse because of COVID-19. |
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Theme 2: Variable substance availability and use during COVID-19
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| People who only used methamphetamine most frequently reported:• Decreased use• Increased cost• Decreased availability | • I am not using as much because I just don’t have the means to supply it or the energy to go get it.• Well, if you want to buy something from someone they don’t want to have to go out so they are going to charge you more for it to go out because they have to go out basically.• They are more expensive and it's more scarce… I guess they closed the Mexican border. |
| People who used only heroin or heroin with methamphetamine most frequently reported:• Increased use• No change in cost• Mixed availability | • I was clean there for like almost a month and then when the quarantine stuff started happening and like all this stuff I got all these mixed messages and stuff like that and just felt like it was a really bad time or whatever, so it was just-- started like self-medicating, going in like this self-medicating mode.• It's actually ended up being easier than I thought [to purchase drugs]. I think a lot of people bought more than they really needed like to sell to people in our area because everybody was worried that the borders were going to shut down and that nothing was going to be available so everybody started buying a lot so now there is a ton of it out there.• They have to go out of town… that's kind of scary because anyone that's going to go to a bigger city has a greater risk of getting [COVID] and then bringing it to us.• I expected, you know, that it would kind of trickle down from the bigger cities to here and I noticed little to absolutely no change at all in availability |
| COVID-19 decreased interest in treatment or reducing use | • Well, I am not quite as interested in getting treatment because then I have to go and be around all those people and I really don’t want to get COVID-19, you know. I think I would rather just keep doing drugs than put myself at risk.• Yes, it does because [COVID-19] makes me have the fuck its. I am a person that I have needs and needs and I have pain most of my life. I need this stuff and we are all doing the COVID-19, I’ll tell you, I have to wait until this is over. |
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Theme 3: Overdose concerns were low, but prevention tools and practices were used during COVID-19
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| Most reported no concern about overdose and overdose concern not impacted by COVID-19. Some reported concern. | • We are a little bit more cooped up and things, especially at the beginning of this whole epidemic like – we both had a lot of anxiety and nervousness about the future, not sure how bad it was going to be. So there was a little bit of depression there and that kind of worried me you know, for myself and my girlfriend that you know, we were – there is a higher risk of overdose and I was definitely concerned.• Like I mentioned before living in a smaller community compared to a bigger city… that I think plays a huge part in it. The [overdose] risk is minimized substantially… I just feel like compared to let's say overdosing, using opioids, the risk is minimal. I just feel that it's minimal. |
| Some experienced or witnessed overdose during COVID-19 | • I have actually overdosed twice since COVID-19.• I have been around like three or four OD's in the last few months and I have been like the sole person there and I have stayed relaxed every time and I had Narcan from the needle exchange and I had asked for more of it and I told them why so they hooked me up with more. |
| Overdose prevention tools and practices used to stay safe from overdose during COVID-19 | • I also keep Narcan, actually. Before I never kept Narcan around. Now I actually keep Narcan around and anybody that comes in my house and uses with me, I always educate them on how to use it and like how to deal with an OD, I educate them on how to deal with it. |