| Difficult symptoms | Peripheral neuropathy | “…it's like frost bite you know. I feel the cold and not that I would get frost bite but you get that feeling” (FG 1, Adam, patient) |
| “…I got neuropathy in my feet. Which is quite severe at times, very painful…” (FG 2, Owen, patient) |
| “It's not bad enough that I'd have treatment for it but it certainly is there [PN]. I find that if I do an awful lot of walking or something during the day than it's probably a little bit worse at night. But at the same time it's more a discomfort than a pain.” (FG, 3, Frank, patient) |
| “…it's painful do you know. And it's continuous.” (FG 1, Paul, patient) |
| “The tingling in the fourth and fifth finger and right and left hand…it's irreversible because they told me the treatment confused it but it can't be reversed…it means I can't do the things I normally did properly” (FG4, Luke, patient) |
| Fatigue | “…you're in bed you know I find that for me anyway, if there's something wrong and I know I'm on something that's the cause of it. It helps. But if you're on nothing and you're feeling bad, it's a bit of a worry.” (FG 1, George, patient) |
| “But yeah the fatigue is, it's unnatural really.” (FG 3, Maud, patient) |
| “The tiredness, you [referring to her husband] find it an awful lot too, not so much the walking because you don't do really an awful lot of walking but standing around, we're farmers and if someone comes into the yard at home to talk and you're left standing, we now go around with a seat, a fold up chair over our shoulder if we're going out because he can't stand.” (FG 3, Eve (Carer: Wife)) |
| Steroid‐induced effects | “it's the most awful feeling, it really is, you know, you want to eat and you're wanting and you're not enjoying it, but at the same time you want it.” (FG, 3, Maud, patient) |
| “the appetite increased and they blew me up as well.” (FG 2, Mathew, patient) |
| “You're on the roof one minute and you're on the floor the next. Desperate.” (FG 1, Adam, patient) |
| “Three o'clock in the morning I was up. I was cycling the road at six o'clock in the morning like it was crazy stuff. But I just couldn't sleep.” (FG, 1, Paul, patient) |
| “…initially it is like a bomb when you come off them [steroids]. But after a few days and you'll level out again. You know I think that's worse with them, you know and they give you a lift. But now sometimes they do more than you want.” (FG1, George, patient) |
| Self‐care | Taking action | “…Don't take the twenty [steroids] together… It isn't as big as a belt…drink lots of water, she [consultant] keeps telling us you know two litres of water a day. So she's talking about the kidneys.” (FG 1, Adam, patient) |
| “And bio energy and you get counselling. You get several different things there and it's free.” (FG 2, Owen, patient) |
| “… It was explained to me that if [referring to temperature] it gets above a certain point, you come to the hospital. That's, or you ring the hospital I mean, get up there.” (FG 1, Paul, patient) |
| “…you know you've got to, what's put in front of you, you've got to try and deal with it. You know or do you sit down and call on yourself worry about yourself. ‘Cos worry does do nothing. Absolutely nothing, you know… And your life it does change for sure. You know you're not the same as you were before you got sick that's for sure. But it's something like you know, get on with it.” (FG1, George, patient) |
| Risky behaviour | “…paracetamol too kind of diffuses the temperature too… I'd probably leave you know, probably leave things on the long finger anyway you know. If the temperature starts going up…” (FG 1, Adam, patient) |
| “I didn't know how bad I was until I came in [to hospital].” (FG 1, George, patient) |
| Feeling vulnerable | Conflicting information | “I went to my own GP and told her [what drugs she was taking] and she was looking at the books and this and that.” (Patient speaking about taking a new medication) (FG 2, Owen, patient) |
| “That sometimes the information that you're given in one place, is completely different to the other. And if you haven't, if you didn't have anybody with you to ask questions. Because sometimes I found that you were focusing on different things… we had to poke around and look and gather information.” (FG 2, Maria (carer: daughter)) |
| “…and there can be discrepancies do you know. Like you said, not getting straight answers. And I find that really disheartening as somebody watching it happen, do you know…There's, sometimes I feel a lack of empathy, sometimes” (FG 2, Ruth (carer: daughter)) |
| “Maybe they do and they're taking notes and they're processing it. And with their professional minds and all the information that they have stored. Yea that's okay, that's fine. But that needs to be relayed back to the patient, or maybe a family member, or somebody else. That can take that information and say, look this is okay, it's going to pass. If it's the cramp, it'll pass, I'm only saying, I'm taking that as an example.” (Carer speaking about doctors) (FG 2, Finnuala (carer: daughter)) |
| Need continuity | “I don't think that, they [doctors] don't want to know about side effects much. That they never, they asked me once or twice about my feet like. But they offered me nothing.” (FG 2, Owen, patient) |
| “I don't think I've ever mentioned it [peripheral neuropathy] inside [clinic] actually, I don't know for what reason, I suppose it's because we meet different doctors every so often or whatever.” (FG 3, Tom, patient) |
| “And you go see the doctor and you may be seeing the six months man [doctor on rotation] you may as well be seeing your Granny and she's dead this 50 years…” (FG4, Rory, patient) |