| Literature DB >> 36216417 |
Paola Chesi1, Claudio Mencacci2, Matteo Balestrieri3, Maurizio Pompili4,5, Salvatore Varia6, Ubaldo Sagripanti7, Luigi Reale8, Maria Giulia Marini8.
Abstract
OBJECTIVE: This research aimed to investigate the experience of major depression by integrating the perspectives of patients, caregivers and healthcare providers through narrative-based medicine (NBM) to provide new insights to improve care relationships. DESIGN ANDEntities:
Keywords: Depression & mood disorders; MEDICAL EDUCATION & TRAINING; Quality in health care
Mesh:
Year: 2022 PMID: 36216417 PMCID: PMC9557264 DOI: 10.1136/bmjopen-2021-052744
Source DB: PubMed Journal: BMJ Open ISSN: 2044-6055 Impact factor: 3.006
Participants’ characteristics
| Patients | Caregivers | Healthcare providers | ||
| Gender % (n) | ||||
| Women | 69 (25) | 67 (18) | 64 (21) | |
| Mean age (min‒max) | ||||
| Age | 54 (20–73) | 50 (25‒71) | 40 (28‒65) | |
| Marital status % (n) | ||||
| Single | 31 (11) | 30 (8) | NA | |
| Education % (n) | Medical specialty % (n) | |||
| Primary school | 3 (1) | 4 (1) | Psychiatry | 64 (21) |
| Occupation % (n) | Institution % (n) | |||
| Employed | 25 (9) | 59 (16) | University hospital | 40 (13) |
*Apprentice, occasionally employed, waiting for layoffs.
NA, not applicable.
Patients’ narrative fragments
| Topics | Patients’ narrative fragments |
| Loneliness | ‘I felt lonely, without a support, with all the things to do on my shoulders’; ‘I felt lonely, as the world and people didn’t exist’; ‘I had lost everything: a husband, a friend, a lover’. |
| Dualism (willingness to die and wanting to live) | ‘I wanted to die, I attempted suicide with many pills. I wanted to escape, run away’; ‘Maybe I was expecting somebody to save me, care for me. I wasn’t able to do it by myself’; ‘I wanted and didn’t want to fight and hope for a better day’. |
| Relationship with one’s own body | ‘I neglected myself, washing up only when strictly necessary and eating less than I needed to do’; ‘I completed rejected myself; I put on weight 18 kilos’; ‘Today I feel fit; I resumed taking care of myself’. |
| Care relationships | ‘Before encountering Prof. X I had not followed the care pathway with confidence’; ‘My carers are human people; I wasn’t an easy patient’; ‘The biggest help came from a person who not only cured me with medication but offered me love and listening that I had never received before’. |
| Relationships with others | ‘I didn’t want to see anybody, I had the impression I was a bad friend, a bad classmate, a bad sister, a bad person because I was always sad and worsened the mood of whoever was with me’; ‘I don’t like talking about me. But I am trying to be a little more open. I don’t want to continue to be isolated, even if I feel good on my island’. |
| Afraid to ‘fall again’ | ‘I wouldn’t lose all that I reached, my balance’; ‘I wouldn’t fall again in the dark tunnel’; ‘I don’t want to live this nightmare again’. |
| Writing experience | ‘While I was writing, I felt calm’; ‘It was an opportunity to reflect and feel relief’; ‘I want to continue to write’. |
Caregivers’ narrative fragments
| Topics | Caregivers’ narrative fragments |
| Patients’ sadness | ‘I perceived suffering, bad moods, closure off to others, sadness’; ‘She felt tired, sad, discouraged’; ‘Now she feels less sad’. |
| Sense of duty and helpless | ‘I couldn’t have worries, I had to manage his worries and the kids’; ‘I felt helpless in front of the severity of the situation, always in a state of tension’; ‘I felt helpless, unable to give her support’. |
| Relationships with others | ‘I didn’t talk too much about this situation, just with my father, brother, and sister-in-law, the only ones who could understand’; ‘I changed a lot with other people: with my family, I became harsher because they didn’t help me, with friends I was no longer the joking and smiling person I used to be. The door of my house was closed for everyone’. |
| Writing experience | ‘I felt free to tell and write my emotions. Thank you for this opportunity’; ‘I feel released from so much pain misunderstood by everybody, including my loved ones’; ‘It was difficult. I had to think about unpleasant episodes and situations’. |
Healthcare providers’ narrative fragments
| Topics | Healthcare providers’ narrative fragments |
| Patients’ emotions | ‘The patient’s eyes looking down seemed to express a strong suffering, almost anguish’; ‘She was in a severe condition of suffering and told me, crying, as she tried to get it over with’; ‘She was very weak, disintegrated and lacerated from pain, overcome by adverse life events, unable to react’. |
| Healthcare providers’ emotions during the first encounter | ‘I felt helpless and discouraged in front of that colossal and unmovable silence’; ‘I felt almost helpless in front of such a suffering’; ‘I felt concerned, nervous. She expressed a clear pessimism, sense of guilt, and demoralisation’; ‘I felt confident I was able to help the woman’. |
| Healthcare providers’ emotions in the present | ‘I feel confident compared to the situation at the beginning. I can investigate emotions and I feel we have built a good therapeutical relationship’; ‘I trust her and her abilities. I hope that the deep grey areas will be easier to manage’; ‘I am happy, satisfied, and glad to have been helpful and I am happy that she got back to her life’. |
| Writing experience | ‘I appreciated the utility to retrace the patient’s story. While I was telling the experience, I realised some elements that I would deepen together with her during the next visits’; ‘It was useful to organise my ideas’; ‘I paid attention to things I have never reflected on’. |
Main findings from all the target groups
| Most recurrent elements | Patients | Caregivers | Healthcare providers |
| Words | Lonely | Sad/have to/helpless | Lifeless/suffering |
| Metaphors | 1. Emptiness | 1. Fight | 1. Path |
| Coping strategies | Activating element: care relationship | Deactivating element: closure off to others | Activating element: care relationship |
| Appreciation of the writing process | 89% | 58% | 89% |