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The mechanisms of energy deficiency
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| Restricting calorie intake | ANG: ‘I used to skip breakfast and do a long session then I’d have like an apple …I’d make myself wait, so I was probably just running on empty.’ (Age 22–24, former lightweight*, elite international)PAUL: ‘…I would always be in a constant cutting state, I would never have a way of being able to eat lots of carbs, it was only the week after a competition I would be able to have pasta or a curry for dinner, otherwise it was just salmon and fish and salad. So, I never really made a cut because I was always slowly depleting my calories and just constantly cutting to maintain my weight rather than go up and down.’ (19–21, former lightweight*, elite international) |
| Increasing energy expenditure | ANG: ‘I was doing a lot more sweaty exercise to help lose the weight, whilst feeling awful at the same time but building up to the big competitions we were doing like 3 sessions a day and we would continue to build on this with intensity and length of pieces before tapering just before the race day.’ (Age 22–24, former lightweight*, elite international)BOB: ‘110% it [lightweight rowing] affected performance, but it was just something you have to do to make weight and race…I hated training because of it, I would be training 3 maybe 4 times a day in the peak of summer building up to a race and sometimes eating less than the average person….a lot of training sessions I’d go into feeling pretty knackered… …for a world cup you would have 3 days of racing and need to be 70kg for 3 days in a row, sometimes I would need to do extra sweat sessions in between racing or as well as racing to keep the weight off.’ (Age 31–33, former lightweight, elite international). |
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Psychosocial implications of RED-S
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| Low mood and poor emotional regulation | ANG: ‘I struggled in lectures because I was so hungry. I got headaches and felt so tired and fatigued. I would wake up and feel groggy and horrible… I felt rubbish and just sad.’ (Age 22–24, former lightweight*, elite international)PIP: ‘Oh building up to a competition every lightweight is very touchy about the subject of weight so if anyone brings up meal time, food or appears to be questioning your diet, we would just snap… it can often be very tense to be in a lightweight crew… I was completely different when I was dieting to how my usual personality is.’(Age 22–24, current lightweight, elite national) |
| Reduced social interaction and difficulty maintaining relationships | ANG: ‘I wouldn’t go out for dinner with friends because I knew I couldn’t eat anything… my mum got the brunt of it… I don’t know how my boyfriend stayed with me.’ (Age 22–24, former lightweight*, elite international)MARY: ‘I didn’t go to like any of the rowing socials because I knew I would just sit there and not be able to eat anything which would make me more upset than actually going. I did have so many incredible friendships built throughout my career but when I was dieting my personality just changed and I wasn’t the same person so it was difficult to maintain those relationships which are built on another type of your personality.’ (Age 22–24, former lightweight, elute international) |
| Poor concentration | PHILL: ‘My job was based around communication. I had less tolerance and concentration levels so I had to try and do things over email just so I didn’t cause drama it gave me a bit more time to think.’ (Age 22–24, current lightweight, intermediate)MARY: ‘In my second year, my concentration was definitely worse from being so hungry and thinking of food… I have now split my course year 50% intensity… I was really struggling to make weight, cut, train, along with assignments and exams.’ (Age 22–24, former lightweight, elite international) |
| Guilt and anxiety around food | TAL: ‘I think it made you feel guilty when you saw some people eating things. It made it worth doing with other people though as we were able to help each other through, there were times when none of us were eating but we really should have been because of the amount of training we were doing but we were too scared of not making weight and that meant if you saw your teammate struggling or not eating you were like oh I have to do the same‥ we were sometimes a kilo underweight because we had gone too hard…and it is a constant stress of feeling guilty and nervous about your next meal and worrying about your weight.’ (22–24, former lightweight, elite international)PHILL: ‘…I wanted someone to tell me not to feel guilty about what I eat because that was the biggest thing for me, feeling guilty about food… I definitely skipped meals when I was cutting because I felt I didn’t deserve it if I did less in training or whatever.’ (Age 22–24, current lightweight, intermediate) |
| Disordered eating | AMY: ‘I can’t really look at food in the same way anymore … I only did it [lightweight rowing] competitively for one year and it just affected me so much. It spiralled when I was racing competitive, I felt self-conscious. It was a yo-yo affect like going from one extreme to another of dieting and binging after racing. I wish I could take back a few years, just go back to how I was previously because there was no issue whatsoever.’ (Age 19–21, former lightweight*, elite international)MIA: ‘I think a lot of people with different opinions give you strange advice which doesn’t help when you’re 18. I didn’t really have anyone to talk to, I was feeling I was getting an eating disorder.’ (Age 19–21, former lightweight, intermediate) |
| Negative body image | PHILL: ‘I think it’s worse for men … you’re meant to have a certain manly body type and in summer weight it is the complete opposite… I felt I should feel body negative’ (Age 19–21, former lightweight*, elite international)MIA: ‘I was never conscious about my weight before I started doing it [lightweight rowing], I’m quite slim anyway and I’ve never really been able to put weight on. Now I just have weird things in my head like If I’m hungry I’m like yeah that’s good… I want to eat good clean food because it is almost drilled into you, you just want to be the skinny girl.’ (Age 19–21, former lightweight, intermediate) |
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Physical implications of RED-S
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| Disrupted sleep and fatigue | PAUL: ‘I couldn’t get to sleep because I was so hungry … I would wake up a couple of times I would be so hungry I would have to have a cereal bar or something which I shouldn’t really have.’ (Age 19–21, former lightweight*, elite international)PIP: ‘I was definitely overtired. I would sleep whenever I could. I did have quite a good routine generally because of rowing but sometimes if I was really hungry from dieting and stressed about that and exams I wouldn’t sleep as well, and I would wake up in the night hungry.’ (Age 22–24, current lightweight, elite national) |
| Decreased performance and impaired recovery | ANG: ‘I tended to yo-yo like 85% of the time with dieting which didn’t help my training performance as I would just have like no energy during the sessions and my coach would comment on how awful I looked which I know was due to how little I was eating.’ (Age 22–24, former lightweight*, elite international)PHILL: ‘I had to adapt my own training programme because I couldn’t train enough, well I couldn’t eat enough because of dieting to support the training…so we have multiple days of 18k on the erg and I was having to cut that to 12k because I couldn’t finish it without going light-headed and really struggling… I would be really tired all through the session and then I’d be tired for work…I’d be struggling because I was never recovered.’ (Age 22–24, current lightweight, intermediate) |
| Bowel disruption | MEG: ‘Yes, I had a dodgy stomach. I cut out fibre and that made it worse… I got bloated quite a lot.’ (Age 19–21, current lightweight, elite national)ANG: I took so much senokot which is a laxative to lose the weight. But I probably would have a doggy stomach if I didn’t have so much laxatives because I completely cut out fibre when I was gut cleansing.’ (Age 22–24, former lightweight*, elite international) |
| Menstrual dysfunction | MIA: I had amenorrhea for like 4 or 5 months.’ (Age 19–21, former lightweight, elite national,)TAL: ‘My periods stopped a month into starting rowing in first year, I also wasn’t getting enough sleep. I didn’t really take notice at first but it didn’t come back for 3 years, I have been going to the GP but they didn’t help and just said maybe I had PCOS and needed to eat more and they put me on the pill which I know now was not the right thing to do. I think I was more aware of the real problem than the doctor.’ (Age 22–24, former lightweight, elite international) |
| Weakened immune system | BOB: ‘I had glandular fever and got a few nasty colds …very hard to shake off.’ (Age 31–33, former lightweight, elite international)PAUL:’ I was more susceptible to picking up colds when I was lighter … It took a long time to recover from these and I would-be put-on antibiotics which obviously affects your ability to train. I would say I don’t pick up as many colds now not being a lightweight’ (Age 19–21, former lightweight*, elite international) |
| Musculoskeletal pain and injuries | BOB: ‘Over the years, I’ve got some bulging discs in my lower back, I had knee surgery … I basically injured my shoulders from wear and tear and had injections… …lower back flaring up quite a lot so had epidurals for my back… yeah you get niggles all the time’ (Age 31–33, former lightweight, elite international)MIA: ‘I got a bulging disc in my back; it was because I was so stripped as a lightweight, I wasn’t able to support myself with my muscles… I still have ongoing problems now with my spine because of this… I always got niggles, I was often very ill and took ages to recover’ (Age 19–21, former lightweight, elite national) |