| Anxiety related to solo practice | Anxiety over an extremely wide scope of practice |
I am most worried about how to handle CPA
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and respiratory failure alone. I'm anxious about whether I can take on the leadership role to mobilize my staff. |
| Pressures of working unreasonably long hours |
There is no way to escape, both in good and bad ways. Sometimes I feel like I am under house arrest. Sometimes when I am really busy, it feels like an emergency room. Sometimes when this happens, I really want to rest, but I do not always have the luxury to take the day off. |
| Sense of responsibility over subjective medical care not monitored by external observers |
I wonder if my diagnoses are correct. I can only diagnose based on a medical interview and physical examination, however, sometimes I question the validity of my diagnoses. There is no way to know if it was really caused by alcohol, so I am unsure if my diagnostic skills are really improving; there is no way to assess that. |
| Anxiety related to the tight‐knit community | Conflicts associated with simultaneous physician‐patient and neighborly relationships with residents |
It is the only clinic on the island, therefore I am unsure to what extent I should behave as the physician or just as a member of the island community at village events and interpersonal communications with town residents. Where do I draw the line between my professional and personal life in my daily encounters? Other doctors seem to be managing this skillfully, but I am unsure because there's no framework for guidance. |
| Close interpersonal relationships within a small, insular community |
Now that I have developed relationships with my patients over my 2‐year post, I experience more anxiety from the pressure. It is great when my practice results have good outcomes, but there is an enormous amount of mental stress when they lead to bad ones. It is not like when I worked at the hospital and my patients were short‐term encounters. Here, I have personal relationships with them. It makes me want to do good for my patients, which doubles my anxiety when the management I prescribe leads to bad outcomes. |
| Sense of duty arising from affinity with the community |
They often tell me that I can drink today because I would not be called. However, I wonder, what if I do get called while completely wasted, that would be a problem. Moreover, if I keep declining their invitations, they will think I am cold. I get invited to all sorts of things, like fishing on the weekend, but I question how appropriate it would be to develop closer relationships with specific individuals. Then, would I be able to practice care appropriately if something happened to any of them? I am always extra cautious in managing the subtle interpersonal dynamics and [appropriate] distance. |
| Anxiety related to limited human and medical resources | Leadership demanded from the only physician in the multidisciplinary team |
There are many things that were previously handled by my multidisciplinary care partners in large hospital settings. For example, social workers made the discharge arrangements and care managers engaged in the subtle discussions with patients' families. Of course, these things are stipulated under certain frameworks, but there are instances when the clinic physician became too forward (for example, when deciding who take the initiative in a given conference). I am never certain about the level of openness that meeting attendees experience or how fair the moderator is running the discussions. It is often taken for granted that the physician leads the discussions, but I wonder if that is correct, if it is normal that the discussion does not go anywhere without my intervention. I am also uncertain about how cooperation plays out and how to take the initiative because I am not used to it. |
| Comprehensive care with knowledge of the medical and welfare systems on the remote island |
It has been quite a while since I studied about policies for the national medical licensing exam, so I have forgotten, for example, how long‐term care insurance works. While I was a resident, it only came up when a patient in the general ward was transferred (or some similar situation); I was more focused on medical aspects. |
| Judgment on level of urgency and when and whether to use emergency transport with understanding of environmental conditions on the remote island |
I realized that it was hard to make the decision whether to transport a patient to hospital. I would not hesitate if it was a clear case that required helicopter transfer, but in a case, for example, the condition of a heart failure patient arriving in the evening worsens suddenly, do I inject Lasix and wait for one night at the clinic or call for a helicopter immediately because it is too dangerous? Another example would be an elderly patient with flail chest from trauma, but no hemothorax and pneumothorax. I hesitate in situations like this and wonder what to do overnight, but I also guess that even if the patient were to be transferred via helicopter, he/she would not be operated on anyway. |
| Negative emotions of tourists who have little understanding of the medical resources on the remote island |
Cases involving tourists are surprisingly nerve‐racking. There was a tourist who almost drowned in September. He was intubated and transported by helicopter, but I was very scared, wondering what would have happened if I had not been able to intubate him properly and let him die in front of my eyes. I cannot help feeling more nervous about tourists than residents, especially when their conditions are serious. |
| Anxiety related to the future career | Vanity from being given social status incongruent with the level of experience or skill |
It is strange to be a third‐year doctor and also the clinic director. While on the island, everyone treats me with respect. As the only doctor, I am treated like a special guest and I am invited to attend events with other people in positions of authority on the island, such as school principals. Now, I am weirdly used to it, but it still makes me feel anxious. I do not know if this position matches my level of experience or lack thereof. It feels so awkward that I am the only doctor here, in the fourth year after graduation, with the title of clinic director. I wonder if it is really okay for me to fill this position because of my lack of experience; that is a source of my anxiety as well. |
| Limitation of career options after completing the post on a remote island |
I am scared that my skills will deteriorate after two years of being here. I sometimes wonder what I will do once I complete this post on the remote island and whether I should undergo additional training. |
| Story line |
| It is inevitable that all young physicians posted on remote islands will experience “anxiety related to solo practice,” which has its roots in [anxiety over an extremely wide scope of practice], including emergency care. They are also placed under great [pressures of working unreasonably long hours] because they have no replacement staff. The [sense of responsibility over subjective medical care not monitored by external observers] also arises from practicing alone as young physicians with limited experience. They experience great “anxiety related to the tight‐knit community” in their [close interpersonal relationships within a small, insular community]. While they experience [conflicts associated with simultaneous physician‐patient and neighborly relationships with residents] as the sole physicians on the islands on which they reside, their [sense of duty arising from affinity with the community] is fostered within the narrow community. They also face “anxiety related to limited human and medical resources” in their isolated situations. Young physicians must confront the expectations of [leadership demanded from the only physician in the multidisciplinary team] and strive for [comprehensive care with knowledge of the medical and welfare systems on a remote island] within the limited environment. In emergencies, they are required to make [judgments on the level of urgency and when and whether to use emergency transport from a remote island]; in situations involving many tourists, they hold [negative emotions toward tourists who have little understanding of the medical resources on a remote island]. They also struggle with “anxiety related to the future” because of being young but also as the sole physician on an island, the state of which was characterized by [vanity from being given social status incongruent with one's level of experience or skill] and the [limitation of career options after the post on a remote island]. |