| Literature DB >> 34746921 |
Margaux Welsh1, Hannah Chimowitz1, Janvi D Nanavati1, Nathan R Huff1, Linda M Isbell1.
Abstract
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Keywords: COVID‐19 pandemic; coping behavior; emergency departments; emergency medicine; emotions; qualitative research
Year: 2021 PMID: 34746921 PMCID: PMC8549858 DOI: 10.1002/emp2.12578
Source DB: PubMed Journal: J Am Coll Emerg Physicians Open ISSN: 2688-1152
Participant demographics
| Demographic data | Metro Boston Region, n (%) | New York City, n (%) |
|---|---|---|
| Sex | ||
| Male | 10 (66.67) | 4 (36.36) |
| Female | 5 (33.33) | 7 (63.64) |
| Race | ||
| White | 13 (86.67) | 6 (54.55) |
| Black | 1 (6.67) | 1 (9.09) |
| Asian | 1 (6.67) | 3 (27.27) |
| Other (Middle Eastern) | – | 1 (9.09) |
| Ethnicity | ||
| Hispanic | 1 (6.67) | 2 (18.18) |
| Not Hispanic | 14 (93.33) | 9 (81.82) |
| Holds a leadership position | 6 (40) | 4 (36.36) |
Effects of coronavirus disease 2019 on physician emotions and experiences: key quotes
| Theme | Representative quote |
|---|---|
| Anxiety | |
| Exposing family members | “We [my husband and I] also lived in like a 700 square foot apartment and we can't isolate from each other…so then I started to feel guilty every day coming home and exposing him…it was kind of just this perfect storm of just anxiety and stress…it [COVID] took kind of away all the resources and support that you had…you did have to kind of figure it out on your own” (participant 15). |
| Medical uncertainty | “We chose a profession because we have the ability to heal people…we can do that really well because we have lots of science, lots of technology, lots of resources…and so I think we basically kind of got exposed because this was something brand new. And we had not figured out how to do that well yet. And I think that's where a lot of anxiety came from is getting to a place where people could die just because you weren't exactly sure what the right management was” (participant 5). |
| Resource availability | “I don't think I felt anxious about getting COVID. I felt anxious about not knowing how many patients were going to be in the emergency room, if this was the night…we ran out of ventilators, or if…we found somebody dead in a corner because there's just not enough providers” (participant 21). |
| Overwhelmed | |
| Patient volume and acuity | “We were literally busting. Busting our seams so to speak from an intensive care perspective, from the amount of acute very sick patient perspective, and from the perspective of, at that time, just being completely overwhelmed by how many people were dying, close to death all at the same time, and how quickly people would go from walking and talking to being completely, you know, nearing death” (participant 18). |
| “And it kind of felt like we were working so hard and so overwhelmed, and everybody was dying…a lot of times like we work hard and, and people get better and that that's the nice part of medicine…with COVID…there were pure weeks like where everybody just died…and that was very hard” (participant 22). | |
| Anger/frustration | |
| Personal protective equipment | “I couldn't connect with my patients and I could not breathe through my equipment. I think I was mostly like angry, like…I was not happy at my work. It just was miserable, and it seemed like everything we were doing to help patients was not working. And you lose that connection and you're exhausted” (participant 11). |
| Managing patient expectations | “They had COVID, they felt awful, but they didn't need supplemental oxygen, or they needed two liters and we were able to coordinate for them to get that at home. Those people were not admitted and there was a frustration on both ends because patients, when they feel horrible, want to be in the hospital taken care of, and on my end, I want to do…what's best for patients, but also you have to account for the volume and the capacity to care for patients” (participant 12). |
| Sadness | |
| “I think one of the hardest things for me was that family members of patients who were dying or near death and who could not be with their loved ones, because of restrictions in terms of visitation rights. That was really difficult because you were sometimes the last one that they spoke to and you were stretched to the limits of your mental and physical capacity” (participant 25). | |
| “Sometimes it would just make me, you know, so sad that this was happening to so many people and there was so little that we could do to help them. And then…when I saw there are other doctors who are similar to me on the ventilator then, you know, that always hits you more because you're like, ‘Oh, well, that could just be me’” (participant 14). | |
| Empathy | |
| “They're probably going to die…in someplace that they did not want to be, in a foreign place. With foreigners around them, like no one familiar. So you definitely felt for them in that sense. You know, I wish…at least you have a family member holding your hand or you can say your goodbyes to somebody, but a lot of the times that didn't happen. So you definitely felt empathic, you felt sorry for them, you know, it's not the way you want to go” (participant 17). | |
| “I think it's [wearing PPE] changed my behavior in that I try to be a lot more expressive with my eyes and like my physical touch with gloves on…making sure I hold [a patient's] hand when I'm talking to them if they're in a lot of distress and like trying to find ways to make them know that I have like physical empathy for them as well” (participant 11). | |
| “That's…hard to get. Witnessing suffering is kind of part of our job. But just the volume of death…it never becomes easy to watch someone die, you know, no matter what people say. It's never easy, but then having that happen so many times a day in one day one shift” (participant 23). |
COVID, coronavirus disease 2019; PPE, personal protective equipment.
Quotation is representative of physician's experience of empathy in addition to sadness.
Provider coping strategies: key quotes
| Theme | Representative quote |
|---|---|
| Social support from colleagues | “Mostly trying to, to commiserate with, with others that are in the same situation as I am. But that's also difficult because we like doing fewer things with other people than we were doing before outside of the hospital, right. And so, I would say that like trying to maintain relationships…that allow you to relieve that stress and anxiety has been important” (participant 3). |
| “And that WhatsApp group I think probably literally saved people's lives. Saved people from losing it. We were able to cry together there, we were able to commiserate, we were able to laugh, we were able to live…just knowing that you're not the only one going through it…that you're not the only one who is clueless on how to manage this person who literally is dying right in front of you. Finding out what are people doing? How are we to cope with this, teaching each other? It was…that was our wellness group right there” (participant 18). | |
| “This was like one tragedy after another, you'd hear relatives are dying, you'd hear your colleagues are dying. You're like, scared about yourself, you're scared about your family. So those are things you had to…discuss with your colleagues and you know we were kind of, everyone was each other's crutch, in other words, so they would kind of support each other…we had to have a good social system” (participant 17). | |
| Social support from others | “I talked a lot with, with folks…commiserate with, with people at work, commiserate with my friends back home, and then sharing my story, certainly helps…I think just talking about it helps” (participant 6). |
| “I think I'm closer to my family now than I ever have been, you know, since the beginning of my medical training, just because I realized that's where I need to draw strength from. So that's where I've gone” (participant 5). | |
| Humor | “I think humor. Sometimes like making light of the chaos that was around us. It's not the patients, not the severity that was going on, but just the chaos of how protocols are changing every day and you know how ridiculous it was but how necessary it was, was also an important coping mechanism” (participant 11). |
| Exercise and sleep | “I go running and try to stay healthy, mentally, and physically” (participant 25). |
| “I've tried to be very mindful of…things that are just important to my own health and wellness and for me that's making sure every night I'm sleeping at least six hours…and you know having some time to exercise every day, and those are the two things that I feel like if I'm able to maintain those, then I'm usually able to maintain at least a good portion of my own wellness” (participant 14). |