| Overwhelming social issues
1. ‘Well, what happened was I lost my job and I had to get rid of everything because I couldn't afford to keep it all, I think that's what's triggered it all off…I couldn't sleep. I couldn't eat. It just went downhill from there…I haven't been successful since [in gaining employment].’ (Participant 2) Trauma and grief contributing to the crisis
2. ‘Why I'm here this time? I've had boys that want to throw acid on my face, they said they were going to hold me down and when they see me on the street they're going to throw acid on me…’ (Participant 5) Incorporating cultural, religious and spiritual ways of understanding mental health
3. ‘They [medical professionals] are saying you can't recover if they [spiritual voices] keep bothering me, so how am I supposed to recover if they keep bothering me?…but they're my friends, and I don't want to turn my back on them.’ (Participant 1) 4. ‘I mean I just prayed, I think it was on the Sunday night can I have some answers Lord, I really like my life, I'm really enjoying my life, I've got, I don't want to lose these things.’ (Participant 9) Involving family and friends with agreement
5. ‘My brother he always kicks off with me. He's a police officer so he always grabs me, and colludes with the family to get me brought into hospital or whatever, and I end up in hospital.’ (Participant 3) 6. ‘And my mum and my brother actually took me to hospital. So I was banging my head, I was getting angry, I was trying to kill myself, and that's how I admitted myself.’ (Participant 4) | Distressing and commanding voices causing harm
7. ‘The voices started telling me to do things, actually do things, talking to me, do that, do this. If you do that you're going to…all of a sudden it started like that. And I started… I deteriorated…I was banging my head and getting very angry…the voices were telling me to…sort of…to kill myself, actually. They were telling me to kill myself, to end my life.’ (Participant 4) Paranoia and distressing unusual beliefs – needing to protect myself
8. ‘I remember that, because one time I was unreal and I had to cut my skin out to become real. It's kind of, you have to cut…you have to make all these marks, the army make you do it.’ (Participant 1) 9. ‘Disorientated when I first came in. I was paranoid as well. I said don't put me round there, I don't like my room, and I was like all who's that and who are these people? I was paranoid of the people’ (Participant 11). Coping with my crisis the best way I can
10. ‘The heavy drinking started was when I was in the turbulent relationship, and it was to block it out. While I was sober I couldn't deal with all the thoughts going through my head. I could lose myself in four or five pints of lager, maybe six, maybe seven pints depending. And I used to drink fast as well. I wanted to get there quick so I could forget.’ (Participant 1) 11. ‘I cut myself off from all of my friends because I didn't know who to trust, who was by friend. So I got to the point where I'd lost it a bit.’ (Participant 5). Confusion and emotional distress12. ‘The first few days are certainly sketchy. Before people would say I came to visit you, do you remember when I went, came to visit and I say no I don't, I don't remember that and this time I can't remember the first few days…’ (Participant 10) 13. ‘I just had a panic attack go through me. Like I did the other night when we went on the table out the front [on the ward]. I was sitting here and I just, I don't like being here, I just had a panic attack, which started up there and went through my body like a wave of fear.’ (Participant 4) | Admission trauma and disorientation
14. ‘Oh, it was horrible. It's horrible, someone coming round your house. They come with a load of police, they come round, about four doctors. It's wrong really, the way they do it.’ (Participant 2) Inflexible and unclear treatment
15. ‘They got me on a whole load of **** [medication], which I asked them to put me on one medication as it never helped me, they didn't listen to me…and I don't agree with it, but I have to comply with it.’ (Participant 3) 16. ‘Clarification would have been good. If they'd have turned round and said right, you've now gone to this [increased observation] level because of what happened the other day …Okay, fair enough.’ (Participant 11) Dominant pharmacological approach to treatment
17. ‘There isn't anything helpful. They're just giving me tablets night and morning, that's all…’ (Participant 2) 18. ‘Yeah, they've given me Depakote and I'm on one tablet and I'm on 50 mg of [unclear] and since I've been taking it I feel good.’ (Participant 5) Poor patient and staff relationships
19. ‘Yeah, so I did manage to get a word with him [named nurse] once. I did come up to him and say, try and have a word with him and he said “look I've got other patients, I'm not just with you”.’ (Participant 10) 20. ‘I don't really like it, because they're [patients] all fighting all the time… I don't want to come in here and see them all fighting and arguing. It gets on your nerves a bit.’ (Participant 2) Flexible access to psychosocial treatments
21. ‘You have medication, you have activities. The other thing I think you could have is something like talk time, and art time, and more activities.’ (Participant 3) 22. ‘I don't take part in activities…. I don't like they put thoughts in and thoughts out. So I don't want to be near them, I just stay in my room. I don't take part in activities.’ (Participant 4) |