| Literature DB >> 31482133 |
Jessamyn Bowling1, Victoria Schoebel1, Chloe Vercruysse1.
Abstract
Gender-diverse individuals (those whose gender and/or sex differ from societal expectations, such as trans or genderqueer) face stigma and discrimination, which can translate into negative health outcomes. Resilience describes the process of overcoming adversity that can mitigate these negative effects. Previous work has focused on trans individuals only or measured resilience without first exploring subjective understandings. Purpose: We sought to explore subjective perceptions of resilience among gender-diverse individuals.Entities:
Keywords: LGBT; gender diverse; photo-elicitation interviews; resilience; transgender
Year: 2019 PMID: 31482133 PMCID: PMC6716192 DOI: 10.1089/trgh.2019.0015
Source DB: PubMed Journal: Transgend Health ISSN: 2380-193X
Photo-Elicitation Interview Participant Demographics (N=21)
| Pseudonym | Age[ | Race/ethnicity | Gender identity | Sexual identity |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| Lara[ | 32 | Latinx | Trans woman | Pansexual |
| Aurora[ | 27 | White | Trans woman | Lesbian |
| Dawn | 20 | Latina | Trans woman | Bisexual |
| Espn[ | 32 | White | Trans woman | Lesbian |
| Lynette[ | 28 | White | Trans woman | Lesbian |
| Amy | 25 | White | Trans woman | Pansexual |
| Flynn[ | 68 | White | Trans woman/strongly female | Bisexual |
| Natasha | 43 | White | Male to female trans | Bisexual |
| Siobhan[ | 62 | White | Female with an extra part | Lesbian |
| Samara | 19 | White | Trans femme | Sexually fluid |
| Elijah | 30 | White | Trans man | Bisexual |
| Lake[ | 26 | White | Trans masculine | Queer |
| Toby[ | 19 | White | Male that happens to be trans | No label |
| Hava[ | 34 | Mixed | Gender queer | Queer |
| BioDoc[ | 42 | White | Gender queer | Pansexual |
| T | 18 | White | Gender nonbinary | Pansexual |
| Nicole | 20 | African American | Gender nonbinary | Queer |
| AshWilliams[ | 24 | African American | Gender nonbinary | Pansexual |
| Ciara[ | 24 | African American | Gender nonbinary | Likes vaginas |
| Joy[ | 41 | White | Gender nonbinary | Pansexual |
| E[ | 29 | White | Everything | Queer |
Age during first interview.
Participants completed two interviews.
Themes of Resilience Among Gender-Diverse Individuals with Example Quotations
| Type | Category | Example quotation |
|---|---|---|
| 1. Proactive: Internal | Reframing | (A) “If I feel uncomfortable [with my appearance], everyone is uncomfortable. So I own it.” (Siobhan) |
| (B) “Just the fact that it's a debate whether or not I'm allowed to use the bathroom, it takes strength to deal with that every day. So just being part of the community and being who I am takes strength. And I think that remaining proud of that, I am proud of it, I am happy with who I am and I don't hide it… I think it's a choice… Being okay with myself takes strength…I wish the T [testosterone] made me hairier, my voice was deeper… It takes a lot of resiliency to not focus on that and not think about how I don't pass all the time.” (Elijah) | ||
| Reframing: Contextualizing the struggle | (C) “I think one of my favorite coping mechanisms is just the idea that today will end and tomorrow will begin… I've found that the worst days aren't as bad as they have been or could have been. You just have those days where you just get home and you're putting spinach in a pot, you're just eating it and you're angry, you're just kind of kaput. Then I look outside and the sun's going down and I'm like ‘But it's over.'” (Nicole) | |
| (D) “Our entire vessel is scar tissue… Our bodies have solely been reactionary things, since we were born… We're just kind of like walking, healing vessels, whether it's our emotions. And so I think, especially in queer community… we have to acknowledge trauma, and move in a very trauma-informed way.” (Ciara) | ||
| Meditation | (E) “It's one thing that actually keeps me grounded, centered, a moral compass.” (Natasha) | |
| Boundary setting: Work | (F) “It's hard to learn where my boundaries are and stick to them because it can hurt sometimes… And to make sure I have enough self-awareness to know when I'm setting a boundary or sticking to a boundary because of [work] and know when it's because I'm frustrated at that person or the situation.” (Elijah) | |
| Boundary setting: Personal | (G) “I'm not gonna let whatever insecurity you haven't dealt with in your life be placed on my personhood.” (Ciara) | |
| (H) “[During my transition] I had seen some people I'm not close to at work, and they want to be supportive in some way, but more than that, I almost feel like they want to be a part of the experience [of transitioning]. I get that they're supportive of LGBT people, and maybe they want to show that support for me. But we don't have that relationship, and I don't need their support. I'm not trying to be mean at all, but there's no support for you here. I don't need that.” (Lynette) | ||
| Choice of coping strategy | (I) “Coping is doing the best you can, the healthiest coping mechanisms you can grasp, any given day. Which some days means sitting on the couch and eating ice cream and watching TV.” (E) | |
| 2. Proactive: External | Social support | (A) “That's what makes me feel strong too, is when my friends stick together and help each other out… No matter if my friend doesn't have food, he'll give food to the next person. I'm totally fine.” (T) |
| (B) “I'm relying on my chosen family a lot to process things and… it's almost like we're each other's therapists.” (AshWilliams) | ||
| Advocacy | (C) “The way that I organize right now is not sustainable… It feels like a really big deal to me, like this is the most important thing that I think I'm doing right now or I've done for a long time… Maybe we're not talking about it [social justice issues] the right way, or maybe people feel polarized if we say they don't like transfemmes who are black. Maybe that is not going to make someone sit down and talk to us about this.” (AshWilliams) | |
| Hobbies | (D) “In terms of racial, cultural identity and my fluctuating and sexuality [music] helped me feel seen.” (Hava) | |
| (E) “I basically skate alone and listen to music. It kind of revives me. I really take pride in the energy that it brings” (T) | ||
| Faith | (F) “I have to do a lot of praying, self-introspection, reinforcement…Sometimes I'll go to the greenway just so I can be outside, be in the created world, and open myself to feel closer to God and let God kinda take it away from me and reaffirm to me that, “That's okay, you did what you could.” (Flynn) | |
| Food | (G) “You have to eat right, and drink right, and you can't load yourself up on sugar or caffeine and garbage, that's just prolonging your crash” (Espn) | |
| 3. Distracting/Temporary | Reading | (A) “Reading is a great escape. It's good for building your vocabulary and leaving this world and going to another one.” (Aurora) |
| Ignoring issues | (B) “It's kind of like riding a bicycle through a neighborhood where nobody locks their dogs up and they are all pit bulls and rottweilers… You just have to keep driving as fast as you can through that neighborhood on that bike because if you slow down, either the dogs would notice you or they will catch you, and I mean it's bad news… Every situation can be dangerous. So I just ignore it.” (Lara) | |
| Violence preparedness | (C) “Trans women actually need to be prepared to murder their intimate partners at any time in case they feel so ashamed that they try and turn on us.” (Dawn) | |
| 4. Avoidant | Substance use | (A) “That's the result of self-harm a couple of years ago… I used to drink a lot, and I've done my fair share of drugs… this picture and the alcohol consumption relate to a period of extreme denial cause at the time I couldn't tell you why I was doing that… Probably once I really understood [that I was trans] and that I was OK with that, once the denial ended, I didn't have any compulsion to do things like that anymore.” (Amy) |
| Anger | (B) “I'm just quick to anger… We were in line at the grocery store… I was paying, and the guy next to me was standing right next to me, and I said, “Hey, could you not stand so close? I'm not done yet.” And the guy was like, “Oh, I'm just on my phone,” and I was getting ready to yell at the guy…And I just was like, “Just go zen. Just go fucking zen. Don't.” So I just turned my back to the guy and physically-Whereas in the past, I would've been like, “Get the fuck out of my space,” so still, it's there. I was really proud of myself.” (Hava) |
LGBT, lesbian, gay, bisexual, and trans.

Participants' photographs related to proactive internal strategies.

Participants' photographs related to proactive external strategies.

Participants' photographs related to proactive external strategies continued.

Participants' photographs related to distracting or temporary strategies.

Participants' photographs related to avoidance.